Wednesday, March 17, 2010
6:18 AM

back from camp last nite
reason being my another boss suddenly call mi say my leave is being rejected
n he even scold my college n boss
feeling super sad for them
n pissed of with that idiot boss
i am not under him
i dun understand y he wanna kpo so much
haiz...
feel bad sia
they all kanna scolded by him for no reason
:[
went work today is like totally no mood
1 reaon is the above incident
then second 1 is
i dunno y my left fingers wat happen
keep on cramp
then hardly move most of the time
dam freaking pain
whole day today use right hand do things
reali a bad day :[

first day of camp
everything was alrite
but encounter 1 thing
quite a number of cadets went home due to they sick
dunno isit real or wat
those who went home cry when they report sick
haiz...
then dam bz also
have to run here n thr
totally no rest
nite around 1am got sec 4's first class drill badge test
i have to take them again
finish around 2.30
then julian say sec 3 got fire drill
at 3am
wtf....
he just being bastard la
purposely lor
call them wake up
say crap
total time used onli 10 mins
then went to ava room
rest slping
left mi alone awake
editing my sec 4's pop proposal
slp like less than an hour wake up liao
due to too cold
then do duty again
cos every activity nid an officer to be in-charge
so bo bian all slping i have to go

second day camp is seriously the xiong 1
whole day like bull like that
here n thr
first class drill test again( alone :( )
then drill competition out of sudden they ask mi solo again
but be4 that had a call from office
as mentioned in the first paragrah
stress with work n camp
haiz...
then after drill competition i totally no energy
rest at parade square with my uniform
cos feel like fainting liao
lucky mr han saw mi
ask mi go dnt room slp
if not i sure faint liao without people noticing
then slp 1 hour plus wake up
cos campfire
that julian veri smart
ask mi alone in-charge of campfire pit
reason being
cos i done be4 during sec 1 camp
got experience liao
so must do
-.-''''
haiz...
dam sian

after campfire is my sec 4's reflection time
this time is the time they cry
cry due to lots of obstacles they had
those hard times they had
scolding n nagging from mr SHAUN KOH
i myself cried also
but forgot prepare tissue
use t-shirt wipe tears
due to the bond we had
the memories we had
n the nagging we had
they reali done their best in changing
when i first step into ccss as a CI
they are like monkies
after 1 month
they slowly change
n also prove mi wrong
prove mi that they are matured enough in handling things
reali feel touched
cos i feel that my 1 month effort with them didn't go to waste
but when 1 by 1 talk
i cannot show them that i am crying
feel seriously touched when talking to individual people
all say ty through their heart
some even cry when talking to mi
n some even hug mi
cos ytd night is my last nite they are my cadets
i will not be attending their pop
feel abit sad also
but after all this times with them
i reali treasure it alot
misses my sec 4 babies alot

went work today
already sad n super tired
so went cold storage buy red bull
like no effect
finish work then slp
reali cannot tahan liao


this 3 days
i can say its memoriable in camp
n stressed at work
thats all

gtg...
got work tml again
misses my sec 4s alot :[

Labels: trying my best to bond with my sec 2s n 1s

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